hay, ang boring ng day :| hmm, dumating na sila ate sally :D yippee! :D namiss ko sila :) hmm, ang weird ng feelings ko lastnight and kagabi :? parang di ko alam kung anong gagawin ko :? kung *pakanta effect* "before i let you go, i want to say "i love you :)"." or pipilitin ko parin *pakanta effect* "dahil ikaw ang sigaw ng puso ko, ikaw ang nasa isip ko :))" nyek! ang corny :)) hmm, hay nako, i'll try to see nalang if kaya ko :) pero sabi kasi ni mama mayo, for six months ko ng alam mo yun, parang ang late na para i let go ko pa siya or something :| pero, parang wala akong mapapala kung i'll wait for the rain to pour in this drout :)) nyek! parang sa "a cinerella story" yun ah =)) hmm, aiun lang naman :D ay, dumating na si sarah from states :) yehey! :D hay, i'm going to MC tomorrow! :) wqala lang :)) ay, ang labo :)) hmm, anyways, sige, hanggang dito nalang :D

~*pau pau*~

Currently Listening Still Not Getting Any... By Simple Plan untitled, perfect and shut up see related

hay. ang badtrip ng araw na to :| sobrang iritado ako sa parents ko >:| parang ayaw nila akong ipagawa ng things nagyong summer! :| like yung sa pep, gustong gusto kong icontinue yung pag ppep ko, pero guess what? ayaw nila :| how corny is that! alam niyo yun? nakakairita! para bang thier restrainning me from doing stuff i wanna do :| parang ako, ano kaya yung magiging buhay ko kung parati nalang ganto :? alam niyo yung feeling na gustong gusto mong gawin yung isang bagay, pero hindi ka nila papayagan :| parang yung tita ko, pau, you like, i'll pay for your summer trainning? :) but be sure that your parents will allow you :) tapos nung nag paalam naman ako, no naman sagot nila, kasi daw masisisra yung studies ko ang stuffs :| parang ako, ndi niyo ba nagegets yung dati ko pang sinasabi na, sa pep, tatanggalin ka pag mababa yung grades mo, so hello? natatakot akong matanggal sa pep kaya malamang na gagalingan ko yung school work ko :| para bang wala sila saking bilib :| like dun din sa gusto kong mag guitar lessons, parang wala din silang support :| para bang wala silang ganang tumingin ng guitar, wala din silang ganang ihanap ako ng person na ittutor ako sa guitar, parang ako, ano bang gusto niyong gawin ko? gusto nila akong nakatunganga lang dito sa bahay, eh hello? may pangarap din kaya ako, para bang wala silang pangarap para sa sarili nila eh, alam niyo yung mga oarents na dati, gusto nilang mag gymnastics, pero di nila nagawa, so sa mga kids nalang nila inaaply, parang diba, naiisip ko tuloy, siguro nung bata yung mga magulang ko, wala tong mga pangarap, kasi diba, hello? nandito ako, maraming gustong gawin, like math tutorial, guitar lessons, pep trainning, gym, voice lessons, tapos wala man lang akong nakukuhanh support sakanila, like what the fuck! tangina! i cant stand them anymore! thier ruining my dreams! and it really sucks! i cant believe this is happening to me! like, why me? bakit kailangan pa ko yung mag karoon ng gantong life? you know, i still have a lot of pain inside me, na sobrang gusto kong sabihin sakanila, pero talagang feel ko, pag ioopen up ko tong conversation sakanila, sasabhin nila, nag ddrama ako, edi might as well, not tell them nalang :| sa totoo lang, mas kilala pa ko ng mga friends ko and yung dalawa kong tita na super todo support sakin and todo tulong sakin :) like parati nila kong kinocomfort pag may problem ako and palaga nila akong sinosupport pag may gusto akong gawin :) not like my parents :| hay, why me? bwisit na buhay! ay,

gusto ko lang ispecial mention yung dalawa kong tita na sobrang mahal na mahal ko :) si

tita sol and si tita lala :) tita sol, tita lala, i love you both very much! :D >:D< :-*

 kayo lang yung super nakakaintindi sakin :D i'm so lucky to have two fun aunties like you two :D

UNTITLED by Simple Plan

I open my eyes
I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light
I can’t remember how
I can’t remember why
I’m lying here tonight

And I can’t stand the pain
And I can’t make it go away
No I can’t stand the pain

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

Everybody’s screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I’m slipping off the edge
I’m hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again

So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can’t explain what happened
And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done
No I can’t

How could this happen to me
I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

I've made my mistakes
I’ve got no where to run
The night goes on
As I’m fading away
I’m sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

PERFECT by Simple Plan

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up accordingTo plan?
Do you think I’m wasting My time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good Enough for you
I can’t pretend that I’m alright
And you can’t change me

++Chourus++
‘Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect
Now it’s just too late
And we can’t go back
I’m sorry
I can’t be Perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don’t
Care anymore


And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I’m never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can’t stand another fight
And nothing’s alright

++Chourus++

Nothing’s gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing’s gonna make this
Right again
Please don’t turn your back
I can’t believe it’s hard
Just to talk to you
But you don’t understand

++Chorus 3x++

SHUT UP by Simple Plan

There you go
You're always so right
It's all a big show
It's all about you

You think you know
What everyone needs
You always take time
To criticize me

It seems like everyday
I make mistakes
I just can't get it right
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

There you go
You never ask why
It's all a big lie
Whatever you do

You think you're special
But I know and I know and I know
and we know
That you're not

You're always there to point out my mistakes
And shove them in my face
It's like I'm the one
You love to hate
But not today

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
Is gonna bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
You'll never bring me down

Don't tell me who I should be (Don't tell me who I should be)
And don't try to tell me what's right for me
Don't tell me what I should do
I don't wanna waste my time
I'll watch you fade away

So shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say today
Is gonna bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up
Don't wanna hear it
Get out, get out, get out
Get out of my way
Step up, step up, step up
You'll never stop me
Nothing you say
Is gonna bring me down

Bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
You won't bring me down
Bring me down
(shut up, shut up, shut up)
You won't bring me down

Shut up, shut up, shut up

hmm, ano bang ngyari today?:) uhm, nug morning, nag tutor kami ni niko sa may teachers villgae :) gosh! super saya ng mentor mag turo :D as in :D hmm, yung sched namin nun is 9-12am :) uhm, after ng tutor, pumunta kami sa mcdo katips para i meet sila sarah :) nung nandun na kamini niko, nakita namin sila na kasama sila ate patty and ate missy :) hay, ang saya nila kasama :D super :D uhm, afeter namin pumunta ng restroom sa mcdo, tnry namin pumuntang nail art salon sa may drews na building sa tabi ng shakeys :) ang gaganda ng designs nila! :D kaso nga lang, di na kami nakapag nail art kasi 45 mins each person, eh 4 kami, and isa lang yung machine nila :| so like kami, ah ok :| bukas nalang :) uhm, after nun, pumunta kami dito sa house :) tapos himalang pinag air con kami :)) buong araw! :)) so, nag order na kami ng lunch sa mcdo tapos nun, nag laro kami ng uno :) eh since di ma figure out ni sarh and lizel kung anong gagawin, nag pusoy dos nalang kami :)) habang nanunuod ng wowowee :)) nung dumating na yung mcdo, kumain na kami tapos nag kwentuhan :) after namin nag kwentuhan, para ng dinaanan ng bagyo yung room :)) as in, tanggal na yung bedsheet, yung mga drinks namin, kalat kalat, i mean kung saan saan nakalagay :)) tapos yung mga gamit namin, ang gulo gulo :)) hay, tapos nanuod kmi ng just like heaven, dun kami inantok :) si niko nga, muntikan ng makatulog eh :)) tapos nung time na yun, bigla nalang akong tumawa ng super lakas na parang "whoa!:))" tapos sila, tawa nalang din ng tawa with me :)) so mas lalong parang dinaanan ng bagyo yung room :)) tapos nun, tinawagan namin sila bb :) and si yeki :)) everytime na mag hhi sila, para kaming chorus na  sasagot ng "bb!:)", "ferbie!:)" or "yeki!:)" super nakakatawa kay :)) hmm, after nun, nag prepare na si sarah, dahil susunduin na siya :) tapos nung nasa car na siya, nasa room parin kami nila lizel kasi nakakatamad na i escort si sarah pababa :)) nung tumutingin ako sa mirror, nakita ko bigla yung rubber shoes ni sarah, parang ako, "yung rummer shoes ni sarah :) shoot! yung rubber shoes ni sarah! naiwan!:))" takbo ako sa labas! buti nalang nandun pa yung car ni sarah :) so binigay ko :) tapos nun, kami nalag nila lizel yung naiwan :) nanunod kamu ng replay ng wrestle mania 22 :) tapos yun, nag enjoy :) nung umuwi na din si lizel, kami nalang ni niko yung natira :) so, nuod parin kami ng wrestlemania 22 :) tapos kwentuhan :) nung tapos na yung wrestlemania, nanuod kami ng thats so raven :) and ng freaky friday :) tapos nun, kwentuhan parin :) nung tinawag na kami for dinner, bumaba na kami tapos kumain kami :) tapos namin kumain, pumunta kami room para kunin yung bag ni niko tapos pumunta kami sa house nila :) tapos nakita din namin si trinca :) so nun, nag bonding na kami :) tapos nung naka upo kami nila trinca sa pick up nila :) ang autee autee namin ni niko :)) as in :)) tawa kami ng tawa :)) nung paalis na yung mom ni trinca, nag pa ikot kami sa park ng nakasakay dun sa pick up :) ang saya, tapos ang lamig! :) tapos kinakanta namin ung fast forward ng "chech on it" =)) hay, tapos yun :) bumalik ulit kami mila trinca and niko dun, tapos kwentukwentuhan :) hanggang sa mka uwi na ko ng mga around 11:30pm ata :) aiun ;)